June 8, 2018

10AM

So one kid shows up at 6am and I couldn’t wake up so my mom had to greet him and let him into the house. At about 8am is when I woke up and waited for my babies to show up since I was watching them today and not their usual sitter. Also, in a couple of hours the other two will arrive. I am looking at a full day with kids. We’ll see how today goes. I think we’re going to church later but not sure.

30 Day Song Challenge

Day 8: A song that you know all the words to

Perro Viejo by Juanes

10PM

So, all but two kids have left. I was not able to go to church because my babies were picked up late and I was not gonna make it on time for anything. I haven’t cried today which I count as a victory at least in this last week. I honestly do not know why I feel like this. At this point I know it isn’t about that lady. I don’t know why I’m depressed. I guess I should be happy that I haven’t had any thoughts about just being dead. I still can’t help but feel weird. I hope it goes away soon but luckily I can always turn to my first love which is music.