10AM:
Lately I have been depressed. i know it started a few days ago and it has gotten worse. At times I don't want to live. I'm not suicidal it's just that if I didn't wake up it wouldn't be a bad thing. I think I need to see Eric again.
Currently:
eating: nothing
drinking: cold coffee
watching: nothing
listening to: Juanes
reading: nothing
30 DAY SONG CHALLENGE
DAY 1: Your favorite song
Kill You or The Way I Am - Eminem!!!
1AM:
So I don't know what to say. I went to church tonight only to be prayed for and be told by a lady that i have cursed people AND made me feel like I have a demon inside. i don't just feel sad and depressed but nowI'm hurt and embarrassed. she didn't say those things in my ear on that personal level but into the microphone so everyone could hear. I think I will cry myself to sleep.
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